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I just remembered that time at the market snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart And rode down aisle five you looked behind you and smiled back at me crashed into a rack full of magazines they asked us if we could leave. Can't remember what went wrong last September though i'm sure you'd remind me, if you had to Our love was, comfortable and so broken in I sleep with this new girl I’m still getting used to My friends all approve, say “she’s gonna be good for you.” They throw me high fives. She says the Bible is all that she reads. and prefers that I not use profanity Your mouth was so dirty Life of the party, And she swears that she’s artsy, But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane Our love was comfortable and so broken in. She’s perfect So flawless, Or so they say. Hey and Say, Heyyyyy. She thinks I can’t see the smile that she’s fakin’ Poses for pictures that aren’t being taken. I loved you grey sweat pants No make up So perfect Our love was comfortable and so broken in. She’s perfect So flawless I’m not impressed I want you back No, no, no, no I want you back. Want you back. Back. That you were my first love Is just dumb luck. A technicality. You were ahead of me. That you were my first love. Is just dumb, dumb, stupid luck. A technicality. You will always be ahead of me. Oh, oh, tell me. Why I have to practice on you. Why I have to practice on your heart. Oh. 'Comfortable' by John Mayer. Hey there! Well, I came across this song 'comfortable' by John Mayer & just fell deeply in love with it! <3 The lyrics, the melody, the voice blended so perfectly, 'flawless', literally. It's been on repeat for the past few days... lol. It's so calming that I even fell asleep listening to it. If you think about it, though it's a pretty sad & emo song, it's soooooooo sweet & meaningful :Dhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YX5ZAF21IDc Seriously, give it a listen! =D It'll be worth your 5 minutes!
Anyways...i think i'm at a comfortable time in my life, cept for OP & R papers. But Oh well...haha. Other than that, everythings' going pretty great! Dance is really working hard, so keep it up dancers =D! We'll show the world what VJ dance is made of, esp during next year's concert & competition! We'll blow them away! Remember to ALWAYS believe in yourself & SMILE LOTS =D
Met up with Cass that day, after...well 4 months? BUT...the previous time didn't count, cause i didn't really have the time to catch up with her. She's changed! I think we all have. There's just this really mature aura bout her but she's still the same cass i love & always will! haha... We headed to my house after our meet up in town...lol...and for some odd reason, the 2 of us were really really tired. Lol. I still had to go for an outing with my dacners later that day, so I decided to take a short nap. Lol...it was supposed to be a 15 minute nap :P So i took a look at the clock, it was bout 15:45. So i thought ok...i'll wake up at 16:00. Haha...but both cass & myself fell asleep! And in the end i woke up late ( 16:42) & I was supposed to meet Kay & Ray at 5!!! Lol!
In the end... the outing turned out to be a very very spontaneous one, with the heavy downpour & the rink being closed for private ice time :P Haha! So in the end, we ended up bowling & watching Michael Jackson's 'This is It!' ! Nonetheless, it was still an AWESOME outing, cause we had sooooooo much fun doing crazy things =D! The movie, was pretty darn inspiring too! Really...MJ was seriously the KING OF POP & I admire him for his amazing talent! I'm INSPIRED & I wanna dance NOW! lol... Anywhoos i needa get off the com! Post back soon...and will update this post with picts later on =D!
xoxo,
Nic =D
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| Hey there people! =D I can't seem to find an appropriate title for this blog post, cause it encompasses so many aspects of my life =D haha...OMG why are my blog posts becoming so structured?! NOOOOOO! all the PW and OP shit! lol :P Well at least i have great team mates to help me through this rough period of time! But....i'm sure we'll do FANTASTIC! LET'S GO TURTLE POWER=D! FTW!
Anyhoos...other than PW...Chinese is the other worrying problem! I can't believe my chinese A level paper is on MONDAY! That's really fast! Time has just flown by too damn fast! Everythings' a blur right now...i don't know why but i feel like i'm in such a slump. I need to get out of it. NOW! lol. Oh come on Nic...pull yourself together!
On my to-do-list:
1) Study hard for Chinese As though its just a few days away
2) DO REALLY WELL for OP & Get my facts straight for Q & A =D
3) DANCE my butt off because I love it so much & want to do well for the youth challenge
& SDD =D!
4) Reflect on what i wanna do with my life...
5) Catch up with my SACians...
6) Attend SAC's prom & prepare for a performance?
7) Study hard & do damn well for R papers
8) start hitting the gym with daddy.
9) talk to him... ( as a friend)
10) Prepare myself for the new year ahead =D
I think...I'm really over you... But,i just wanted to say thanks. Thank you for being someone I looked forward to seeing each time! Thank you for making my heart beat so fast! Thank you for being such a great inspiration! Thank you for being someone whom i really enjoyed talking to. Most importantly, thank you for being you. <3
ooh ooh...today was such a funny day =D I remember playing 'Hide & Seek' with Jovan...through the window of a car parked in the parking lot :Plol...it was sooooo funnay & EPIC as he put it. The rest of the students passing by must've thought we were psychotic :P Lol! Comic moments just make my day:P Like how...zhenjie's face was stone all the way during OP presentation a few days back :PHAHAHA!
Anyways i'll post more soon, maybe tml...because i'm sick & i need to go to bed...now...lol! Good night =D!
xoxo,
Nic =D
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| 'If I walk would you run, if i stop would you come.If i say you're the one, would you believe me?If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way?Tell me what to say so you don't leave meThe world is catching up to you, while you're running away to chase your dreams... It's time for us to make a movecause we are asking one another to changeAnd maybe i'm not ready, but i'll Try for your lovei can hide up abovei will try for your loveWe've been hiding enough...If I sing you a songwould you sing along?Or wait till i am gone, oh how we push and pullIf i give you my heart, would you just play the parttell me its the start of something beautifulAm i catching up to you, while you're running away to chase your dreamsit's time for us to face the truth, cause we are coming to each ot her to changeand maybe i'm not ready but i'll try...' 
'Try' By Asher Book(the picture above) from FAME the movie(2009)... Well its been a week or so...but i still gotta say this!!! PROMOS ARE OVER!!!Hahaha...got back some results...and didn't do too well though :( Next thing i've gotta concentrate on is PROJECT WORK! My group members are damn zai and awesome and i love them loads cause they're really understanding & hardworking! Turtlepower FTW! Let's get our As =D! So well...after promos were over...dance started getting hectic again cause we had to prep for Farewell assembly & Open house 2009! To my lovely J2 seniors(both dance & non-dance =D): I love you ppl so much! Thank you for always being such great role models & inspirations! You've really made my first year in VJ an AMAZING and FUN-FILLED one! I'll miss you guys like crazy! Study hard...and all the best for A's! Hold on tight... =D!!! VJC OPEN HOUSE 2009
FRI, OCT 9TH 2009
4-6PM
SUPERNOVA  It was seriously a blast though i think the turn up would've been better if it had taken place on a saturday instead but oh well...it was still FUN! =D I was extremely exhausted that particular friday! Lasting on well... 4 hours of sleep, I had 5 performances! OMG...i nearly collapsed! Thank goodness for the warmth, brightness & encouragement of my dancers & friends...which really kept me going! =D LOVE U ALL <3!  GO VJ DANCE =D! Shan & myself just had to take a photo next to the awesome banner =D 'The 3 happy people in the midst of chaos' quoted from CY...lol We decided to try Sef's dao pose whilst waiting for him to arrive... The Dancers with the happy couple at their chalet =D Movie outing with the trackers + Eunice...lol... Alrightos...i'm all tired out & exhausted...BUT i've got one last thing to say! And that's: HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KIMMY!!! I <3 U!
 
HAPPY 18TH BDAY PREZ ZAN =D!
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| The sky faded to a deep Grey
The raindrops started to fall as you turned & walked away
There I was, left standing alone, with my heart torn to pieces.
I counted to 10, hoping you'd turn back
but not once did u do that.
You just continued moving forward...
Inch by inch, your shadow started to disappear.
I wanted so badly to follow what my heart was saying,
' Go! Don't let him slip away once again! You've already made this mistake!'
But I just had to rationalize.
I couldn't move...
It seemed as though I had tons of cement blocks weighing me down.
Confused & Distressed,
I fell to my knees, burying my head in my hands...
and the tears just flowed...
For those few moments, my world stood still.
Once again, i had managed to neglect what my heart truly desired.
Why did i make the same mistake?Why was i so afraid?
I guess it was the fear of being put through the excruciating pain...
of constantly waiting & wondering if you'll do what you did once again...
Leave...
 (taken from google images)
'The Heart & The Mind' by Nicolette Ong...
I just felt like writing a nice emo poem. Inspiration has struck. I know it doesn't rhyme, but hey, not all poems need to rhyme u know? haha :P lol...anyways...yeap...i'm supposed to be studying or well sleeping so that i won't be late in meeting kay tml :P haha...I hope i won't! I will not! lol :P Not again!
The rationale behind my poem...well...I guess...it's cause alot of the time, I think TOO much & always choose to follow rational decisions made by my mind and not my heart. But of course, I do know that most of the decisions I make are sound and beneficial... BUT...there are times when i really wish I could just follow my heart's judgement. ok anyways...it's like 1 am...so i'm going to sleep!
xoxo,
Nic.
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| Jovan has influenced me to write random poems/ rhymes. So this is my first random poem titled Haha boy. Hahahahahaha.
'Haha boy' by Nic =D
Jovan the tracker
A person who's lamer
much lamer than anyone can be :D
He's known as Haha boy to me
cause he laughs like he's on ecstacy
He's constantly eating
his mum and grandma's cooking
and yet he's still stick thin.
Something embarrasing happened this morning
When his bike tried braking and gave out a loud screeching.
Heehee. Well, i haven't posted in a while. Been trying hard not to drown in my numerous books and notes. I've still got a LOOOOOOONG way to go...and well...i've got about a week left :( noooooooooooooooo! I've discovered this website on good tips for your brain :P
http://www.onlineuniversities.com/blog/2009/08/100-ways-you-can-tap-into-more-of-your-brain/
Read point #21 =D One of my favourite! It says DANCE is good =DLOL!
  
Omg...when i think of dance...i think of wang :)... I miss her so much though it's only been like 24 hrs or slightly more. I was late in meeting Kay ystd :P Sorry kay...haha cause i slept at 3 something the previous night (was up doing a 'farewell' vid for wang) =D Our group of 6 almost didn't make it in time to see her off cause we were LATE(recently i've been late alot ) :P haha. And so...when we were 'strolling' out of the MRT station at Changi airport, Phoebs got a call from wang saying that she was going in and she told us to hurry! Like mad people...haha we dashed across the entire T3 span rushing to counter 3, on the other end. Haha. When i saw wang, all i wanted to do was just hug her. And so i sprinted. My 10902917389322 ton backpack couldn't even weigh me down. I just ran...ran for my life and there she was, my best friend, with her wide open arms...welcoming me with a great big, warm hug and smile! Though it was only the greeting, something moved me and I wanted to start crying already...BUT i knew i had to hold my tears back. Phew...i managed to =D As we said our goodbyes... I kinda started to tear A BIT. Well...it wasn't as though I was going to be separated from her for the entire 3 years. Sure, I'd see her in 3 months.What made me a sad was the fact that this was the first time in our entire 17 years of friendship that, we were going to be separated by an ocean between us for that long. However, I am truly elated that she's pursuing her dreams...! I wanna pursue mine too! haha... Hopefully really really soon =D!
Okok...I better go now! haha! Post more soon! After promos probably!
xoxo,
Nic =D
P.S to Wang & my bro: I LOVE & MISS U already =D! Take care!!!!!
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